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I haven't cried this much for a guy in over a year...
this is so wrong
why is it so hard...
cause i loved him...
I loved everything about it
no doubt about it
I loved how big you were it was so confertable
wonderful to hug
I loved how it was so easy to turn you off
and how I'd make jokes and it kill the mood
I loved going to the beach
and being in your room watching movies
and singing Nightmare before christmas songs to you
i loved the way you used to call me cute
and tell me i was pretty
I could help but fall for you
cause you were everything i wanted...
Like how you tld me you loved me at 2 in the morning
when you came over that night
i loved how clingy you were kissing my forhead and cheek
i miss you holding my hand
and how we always tried to see who had bigger hands or who was taller
I miss were you underwear even though it was basket ball shorts...Mostly i just miss you alot and I want you back so much...we were like beauty and the best maybe it will end up like the story will get back together ...and we can live happly ever after...