i have no freakin' clue wat this means but idk wat im doing.. its hard for me to think so freakin' fast but its wat i want.. i want to be able to be like regular people.. I wish everything waz ok for me and that these things werent happening.. here is a little verse i came up wit.. Im just anotha kid on the block chillin' but not everything is so chill.. i remember this 1 kid named phill. this 1 kid named bill wanted to kill phil. i told him ill help him wit his problems but u have to take a chill pill..
my life was like a flower being put on a grave.. (never to be seen again) my life was like a sensitive little boy being picked.. (wanting to kill himself) my life was like a a sad song ending with a sad ending.. (death, or vienna) my life was like a husband cheating on his wife with a skank.. (stupid) my life was like a senceless cat roaming the road lookin' for a fight.. (?) my life was the song Happiness from The Fray.. (waiting) Luara you changed all the stupid and bad s**t in my life.. You made me who I am.. Luara I love you like nothing I have ever loved.. Luara i would walk a thousand miles just to look at you.. Luara if I could I would biuld a car just for you.. It will have your name on it.. I would build anything for you.. Luara your mine for ever. No matter what.. If I ever move to where u live, I would search for you baby.. I love you Luara..
Let life take you by surprize.. Hey maybe you'll like what you get just maybe.. I (did) then got something horible!