Time: 11:16 PM
Ok so day 6. It's almost a week of what I've done yay. Anyways umm I stayed up most of the night today drawing. I dunno why but I had an urge to draw. Then after drawing some random things I don't know why but I wrote a small poem/rhyme. It goes...
You may yell and you may snap
I will take in all the crap
You wonder why I don't
hate you
Only four words can explain why
It's because
I truly love you
and I will always be here
for you.
I will take in all the crap
You wonder why I don't
hate you
Only four words can explain why
It's because
I truly love you
and I will always be here
for you.
Yea...but anyways I decided to go to sleep at around 6 AM. I had an awkward dream about being on a school bus and everyone was singing. It was pretty funny actually now that I think of it. They were singing the songs that were playing on my iPod while I was asleep. I like to leave my iPod on to help me sleep. So I woke up at around 2 PM and just laid in bed trying to fall asleep for the next hour but I couldn't. I got up and used the bathroom then my mom called me over to my parents room and told me that we were going to run errands. I didn't want to go so I pretended to go back to sleep. After I heard her close the garage I quickly got on the computer and did my usual: Check Hotmail, go on Myspace, get on Gaia. I played the camp chaos game and leveled up to the max level and got 5 out of 6 items. I don't know how to get the 6th item though. Then my uncle called and he said that he was coming over dropping some stuff off. When he did he dropped some old couches from the restaurant that were ripped. My dad or my mom fixed them with some new sheets he also brought in. Then when I had enough money, I bought a Smok the baby dragon. It's pretty awesome being a little dragon and peeing on people heh. Then sometime later, I remembered this on friend from 5th grade named Courtney. She moved to Texas at the end of the school year. I use to have a crush on her and I think she knew. I went on Myspace and tried to find her but I couldn't remember how to spell her last name since it was really long. I went on Myspace friend search typing in different last names hoping to get it right but none of the Courtney's on it were right. So then I tried Google and no luck there either. I searched my old elementary school but nothing good came up. I was thinking on trying to e-mailing my old 5th grade teacher but I didn't know his e-mail or where to get it. Then I typed in my status and in a bulletin asking if anyone that use to go to my old elementary school have a year book from 03-04 or 05-06 which were my 3rd and 5th grade. Courtney was in the same class as me in those two grades. So now my mom comes home and I get off the computer. I help bring in the groceries then come upstairs with an idea. I looked through all my things from all my school years since they weren't really ordered. I tried to see if I could find anything with her last name on it but I couldn't. I only found a small photo of my third grade class with her in it but it didn't have the name list on the bottom or anything. Then I asked my mom if I can go on the computer to find something and she let me. I tried searching again but nothing came up. I went on Gaia then soon found out something happened to one of my friends which I'm not going to say who and I tried to comfort her. Then on Myspace one of my friends told me he had lots of yearbooks and he would find what I wanted. I asked him to search for my 5th grade teacher Mr.Shipman and look at the last names which started with R. I remembered Courtney's last name started with a R. Then I had to go downstairs and eat dinner. I had some Chinese fried noodles. I ate quickly then came back upstairs. My friend sent me another message with two names that had the last name that started with R. I finally got Courtney's last name and I tried to find it on Myspace but I couldn't find anything. So I started writing my new entry kinda sad I couldn't find her page. But then I had an idea while half way through my entry. I went on Google and typed in Courtney's name. It showed that someone on Myspace had the same last name. I don't remember if she had a brother or not but I decided to give it a chance. I sent the person a message asking if he knew someone named Courtney (blank). I came back on here to finish my journal since he wasn't online. I'm hoping that I'll get something. Anyways it'll be great if I could talk to my friend from 5th grade again.
Signed,
Ryan K.