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The fist day i met you i thought your the one... but it was a joke... something you thought was fun when i thought it was love... love that was never there... i havent talked to you in weeks i e-mail you but you never answered.... we meet and you haning out with my best friend.... who hated you then soon to find you called him every night... you tell him about your day like you did with me... you hang out with him but dont even notice me the one that loved you... you look into my eyes like im just a regular friend... but we used to be more...we would walk school halls together holding hands... now you cant go anywere without him... did you forget about me? i never forgot about you... i would lay on my bed thinking about how foolish of me not to tell you how i feel... and now its to late... once i was your friend i would walk you to class... now im just a shadow... a long gone image of your imagenation... as you talk to the people i thought were friends, i stand there waiting for you to notice me, to ask me how i am, to tell me how you are my friend... now i just watch you faid away beacause i never told you how i really felt... onece you laghed beside me now you laugh at me... what seemed as love is now a joke but im not laughing...im crying on the inside when i simle, when i left you every day my heart sank now when i see you it cries for mercy... asking what would of happened if i told you the truth...but now im dieing from the inside out as i think you are liveing withou me...... nevermind about me ill just live life, heeling from the scratches and scares you gave me and just carry on....as i say my final good bye i hope you have a good life...