Writer's Block: Proven by Science
genestarwind18
August 12th, 13:27 Do you believe everything has a scientific explanation?
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Nope, I think some things that you can't prove exist, but its there.
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genestarwind18
August 11th, 11:59
Belladonna and aconite
Give to me the gift of flight
Take me up, ever on in the night
In a dream, across the sky
A hundred-million miles high
Take me ever onwards in the night
Dark sisters join my night flight
See how far you can climb
Holt�s with us on this bright night
Ride with him �cross the sky
As a screaming horde
We cut the scape
The Devil�s Apple exacerbates
At the sabbat on a demon steed I ride
Across the astral plane we race
The universe my fingers trace
And I am lost forever in my mind
Hemlock, Henbane, Aconite, Belladonna,
Opium, Thornapple, Cinquefoil, Mandragora
and
If I tell you
Will you listen?
Will you stay?
Will you be here forever?
Never go away?
Never thought things would change, hold me tight
Please don't say again that you have to go
A bitter thought
I had it all
But I just let it go
Hold your silence
It's so violence since you're gone
All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you
If I had told you
You would've listened
You had stayed
You would be here forever
Never went away
It would never have been all the same
All our time what have been in vain
Cause you had to go
The sweetest thought
Had it all
Cause I did let you go
All our moments keep me warm
When you're gone
All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you
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genestarwind18
August 11th, 11:31
I.understand, trust me, I feel the same way. I just feel that the emotional load that I have mixed with a relantionship with someone who I can't talk to is pretty hard to bear. If you're angry I understand, but it's just that my privacy and family are entertwined at the moment. I have literally no free time, and I feel horrible not talking for months or weeks, Please understand, I don't want to hurt you so I am doing this. And as petty and generic as that sounds it's true. I love you and there are just obstacles in the way I am trying to overcome first before I can properly love you.
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Just some depression notes..
genestarwind18
August 10th, 10:31
Oh Dear Non-Existent readers,
I have angered her. Not intentionally, and it’s eating me up inside. I’m eroding out and I hate it. I hate being around my family sometimes. Sure, they’re just fine company if you engage simply in mindless behaviour, but anything less then that and you’re ********. Oh dear mother with her anger problem. Her and her selfishness gets in the way of her mind decided anything almost always with intoxicated with this temper she possesses. She’ll be all over the ******** place one moment.
But anger doesn’t solve anything. Isn’t that what anyone can’t comprehend since we all can remember? Sure it can scare people, that’s partially what that God-created sense is meant for. To fight, perhaps in the beginning for food or survival, but now it’s for our petty ever bending morals that she built upon the faulty knowledge that she knows is false. Because she’ll cool off after a few hours and the problem is still there, but it is merely silently dormant underneath all the collected tension
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