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Sorrow's Edge

Sitting all a lone in my room with thoughts of the my own doom.
Eyes fixed on nothing yet I’m staring at something.
Breath shaking with signs of hesitating.
The Stress is building and you all assume I’m safe at home?

My heart tells me to wait, but my brain is so Irate
Love is the one thing I look to, but will I find it from you?
The answer so unclear, I wanna hold you dear.
Calm the twisting, spinning, aching throb in my mind.
I am alone.

(Chorus)
I am the Hopeless Romantic
A heart bleeding, beating frantic
My mind twisting in a panic
A longing soul sinking like the Titanic
Only thought is slowly rotting.
Nobody is really loving.
Every fiber in myself is screaming.

Trivial, is the life I’m living.
Harsh, is the world outside.
Cold, is my breath lingering.
Love, is the cause of everything.

I am the last thought in your mind, before it goes blind.
My steady heart beat soothes you in your cold shelter.
The strain of this life isn’t kind for such a twisted mind.
I am the first thought in you head as your death lingers.

A kiss that sends pleasant shudders, it makes me weaker.
Eyes that search into my longing soul, they trap me.
Arms that sooth the rage within me, I see my flaws.
My eyes snap open and I’m in reality, It was all a dream.
I am alone All alone

(Chorus 2)
I am the Hopeless Romantic
A heart bleeding, beating frantic
My mind twisting in a panic
A longing soul sinking like the Titanic
Only thought is slowly rotting.
Nobody is really loving.
Every fiber in myself is screaming.
A twisting mind
Love in my heart
Longing in my eyes
Agony shatters me
Loneliness over takes me
Opened eyes to the truth
No love for this monster
Ending in darkness