Been awhile, eh? Well not that long.
So here's the shpeal.
School has started (Oh Joy) and my classes aren't too bad. I've realized I have very few friends though which is no good. So I have to make new friends I guess. My current friends keep giving me s**t for whatever I say so I just figure I should move on.
Next item of business, People in general I've come to one conclusion.
I'm Depressed. No, I'm not just saying that. Not ******** with you. Absolutely sure, this is serious s**t. Upon research I've realized I am and have been since about 9th grade. s**t SON. I had wondered why I didnt want to do anything, had no inspiration, constant bad moods, eating habits, sleep habits, lack of interest, lack of confidence, all that fun stuff. All this stuff I've found has led me to this conclusion.
So, obviously this is a problem. Mainly this portion of my journal is to warn you guys not to say anything to rash. I'd rather not lash out at you kiddos. So yeah, just be aware. Hopefully I can figure this all out.
Next up, just so you all know I may be extremly busy. I dunno yet. I'm going to try to focus on school work (seeing how it is my senior year and all) and try to get a job, audition for things, just do whatever I can. Hopefully this will also get me past this depression. But we'll see how that goes. You can always message me and I'll respond whenever I can. Or text me up, you should know my number. If not, message me.
Anyways this has been fun. I'll prolly update in a few weeks to let you know how job hunting and auditions are going. Byes!
So here's the shpeal.
School has started (Oh Joy) and my classes aren't too bad. I've realized I have very few friends though which is no good. So I have to make new friends I guess. My current friends keep giving me s**t for whatever I say so I just figure I should move on.
Next item of business, People in general I've come to one conclusion.
I'm Depressed. No, I'm not just saying that. Not ******** with you. Absolutely sure, this is serious s**t. Upon research I've realized I am and have been since about 9th grade. s**t SON. I had wondered why I didnt want to do anything, had no inspiration, constant bad moods, eating habits, sleep habits, lack of interest, lack of confidence, all that fun stuff. All this stuff I've found has led me to this conclusion.
So, obviously this is a problem. Mainly this portion of my journal is to warn you guys not to say anything to rash. I'd rather not lash out at you kiddos. So yeah, just be aware. Hopefully I can figure this all out.
Next up, just so you all know I may be extremly busy. I dunno yet. I'm going to try to focus on school work (seeing how it is my senior year and all) and try to get a job, audition for things, just do whatever I can. Hopefully this will also get me past this depression. But we'll see how that goes. You can always message me and I'll respond whenever I can. Or text me up, you should know my number. If not, message me.
Anyways this has been fun. I'll prolly update in a few weeks to let you know how job hunting and auditions are going. Byes!
