Do you remember those times we had?
the ones where we laughed?
the ones where we shared?
Do you remember those times we had?
the ones where we talked?
the ones where we chatted?
I do remember, but I'll soon forget.
The trouble within me is moving faster.
Even if it inches bit by bit
the drugs will become part of the latter.
Share with me again?
laugh with me again?
talk with me again?
chat with me again?
Would you before it consumes me,
this bad everlasting curse
or would you just let it be?
even if so, this is only getting worse.
the ones where we laughed?
the ones where we shared?
Do you remember those times we had?
the ones where we talked?
the ones where we chatted?
I do remember, but I'll soon forget.
The trouble within me is moving faster.
Even if it inches bit by bit
the drugs will become part of the latter.
Share with me again?
laugh with me again?
talk with me again?
chat with me again?
Would you before it consumes me,
this bad everlasting curse
or would you just let it be?
even if so, this is only getting worse.
For days I've wondered about our friendship. I wonder if we can get it back to the old times. The times where we did share, laugh, and talk. But it's these times that are fading from me. There's something I want from you. You have no idea what. I get the feeling you don't care. You found someone else, you care for them. As long as you keep gaining others you, in my opinion, forget the past others. I won't say that I'm hurt, rather stunned. know I just became something useless. Is this how it's suppose to end? Just stabbed through the heart, just like this?
I don't understand all of you. I don't think that I can. Trust me when I tell you I want to or here you even. I mean isn't this what friends do? I'm lost at what to do. I can't remember the good times because I'm stuck here. Waiting for you to become a friend again. Is that to much to ask? Is it?
I'm better off telling you. Telling it to your face. Telling you everything from start to finish. I'm starting to worry more, get frustrated because of this gap. I'll just do that. Whether that leads us apart or closer it all depends. I'm done with this now. But ... I'm still attached to the hope of becoming those friends again. Even if it's just a little.
