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First post nananana! razz So I guess I'll post some poetry that I'll be completely embarrassed about when someone reads it =^.^= I wrote this awhile back when someone told me they cared for me, and I still have similar feelings today (with the subject, it's all explained if I ever explain my family situations)

Well... here it is xP it's called Wondering.

I wonder endlessly, for hours and hours
Why.
Why do you listen to me, talk to me.
Love me, want me, why.

It's so strange, so foreign.
Unknown.
It's alien, and I can't understand,
Why I'm used to rejection, and yet...

You accept me.

For who I am, who I'm meant to be.
Me.
Me, myself, I. This flawed person.
Yet you ignore my flaws, and see my good,

even when I can't see the good in me.

I love this, but I hate this.
Because...
Because I don't know what to do with it.
I fear I may break it, damage it,

and be alone again.

To be forgotten again, with no love.
Alone.
Alone... it's what I'm used to.
The quiet serenity of nothingness.

I fear my clumsiness.

I fear I may shatter this; this good thing... and
destroy.
Destroy it and be left; left in shambles.
How do I treat something... something I know nothing about.

I'm a stranger in a strange land.

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