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I sit here without you and reflect on the day.
I think of all that was done and all that you say.
I understand that I don't treat how I should,
But I love you and would change that if I could.

I listen to these songs as I type this poem you read,
It seems as if my ipod can read me cause it plays that songs I need.
It plays mainly love songs and I think of you more,
It plays those other songs that make me look for that door.

It's dark here now with no lights and hard to see,
I don't even have a lighter and the door is nowhere to be seen.
I feel and grope and know you're on the other side,
Your waiting patiently as I struggle to find the door that hides.,

That's it it's here I've finally found it in this dark cave of a place
Now to go through and share my feeling for you, there's no more space
In my heart to fit anything else, I love you and would do everything for you.
I'd hold your hand and die if it meant being with you, there's more to say, it's all so true.

I don't care what happens to me, all I care for is you and your safety.
I'd do it all, to the very limit just to hear you say you love me.
All I would need are those three words and it's done, I'll be with you forever.
I know I treat you in a wierd way sometimes, and I hurt on accident, on purpose never.

I want to change that all now, I want to treat you how you should be.
I sit and ask for a chance redefine this love between you and me.
If you deny, I will never forget and I will still love you every day;
If you accept, I will change the ways of the past and make you happy in every way.

So what do you say, do I get my chance? I promise I will try.
I will treat you how my heart says and love with all the room in the sky.
Right now I sit behind this monitor as a person who loves you,
I love nothing more than you and I hope you believe it is true.

I hope this shows a little of what I feel for you and makes up for those times
I've treated you in ways that hurt you, and hope that you'll forgive me everytime.
I'm running out of words now, I want to end this in a way you won't soon forget.
Will you forgive me and give me that chance remember start from how we first met?