Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I feel as if I am ready to be taken
There's little left for me here
Only thing can soothe my soul now
And I've forced it away
That one peaceful little thing
I made a mistake
I started a battle when too weak
And now nothing will be left
That blanket for my soul
That kept it so warm
It will ripped from me Lord
Every fabric of it I grab
Will be shredded to peices in the end
I ask of You for two simple things
Both of which should be easy for You
I ask You to keep my blanket safe
It has asked for nothing
But got dragged into everything
The second I can't see You doing
And nor would many others
But I feel it may be better
I ask to be taken from this world
Never allowed back
I've caused much destruction already Lord
And I'm afraid that soon
I'll end this world for many
Please Lord
At least carry the first I have given
If nothing else
Fix what I've done
For I no longer will fight
There's no point too anymore
The weak never win
Thank you my Lord
In Jesus name I pray
Amen...