My heart can't take all of the things I do. Sadly, I think I may be fading into darkness. I've been avoiding it for the longest time. I've been so successful, but something must have really hurt me. It's making me feel like I'm a worthless piece of s**t and that nobody cares about me. I know that's not true, but my heart can't believe it's not true.

Sorry, but I may do something I may regret.