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What Happened....?

What have I lost, what have I done? Where’s the time flying to?
Where’s the all the times, all the fun that I used to have with you?

Where’s the love, where’s the company that we had?
Why’s this hate covering the times we always had?

What happened to the truth? Why the lies?
Where are you when every one dies?

Where did you go when we no longer know?
Where were you when I was hurt, nowhere to go

You weren’t there, never were you there
All lies and games in my head, you share

You dared to struggle, to twist, to tie my mind
You thought it was fun, but I was just to kind

Well, it’s not like that anymore, no, not again
I’m not the same anymore, again will I let you in?

What do I have to do? Where do I have to go?
I thought I knew, but now you showed me so

I was wrong all along and you played me a fool
You had fun all the way, you used me like a tool

You took my love for granted, played it like a game
Thought you could be cool, get rich and have the fame

Well it’s just not the same, it never was that way
I wish I had never told you, I regret the dreadful day

Why did you play me like that? It’s not like I was a bat
Swinging me around like it didn’t mean anything like that

Anything like it meant to me, like it wasn’t about love
Like everything good came from the empty skies above

But then the skies grow dark, his love for you fades to dark
The road runs out of ground, where will you find it to park

To park your car, to find the courage, to step into the dark
The darkness that you created once more, listen to the harp

Listen and find your way, before the darkness consumes your day
Before his hatred finds you, burns you, makes you fade away today

You have a choice, the opportunity to fix it all, to shed light again
To light the way again, to accept the love you hid from him

Before the nightmares eat you alive, before the demons drag you down
Hurry before the light fades, before darkness becomes his golden crown
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Well that's that. I'll be trying to get my newer poems up soon.