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time to time i feel lost in my thoughts...
love does exists but how do u describe it?
how do you know u love ,ur beeing loved?
when u love someone , you love him without waiting for responce,without having expectations. you let him free, u let him go...
time to time i feel empty , wonder why do you live? what's the perpose? to have an ordinary live?
time to time i regret.. i dont try enough. im afraid of failure, the mistakes, the reality.
i have to get over my fears ,my weaknes , my worries ,my problems.
to do that i have to understand and recognise them.
i cant escape from the truth.
im a coward and ugly and sometimes caring and emotional ...
that's who i am ,that's me
and it's hard to admit it.