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Zach,

This is just so crazy. One minute i'm myself, another minute im unrecognizable to my friends. How do i start this new beginning? Mabe i should call him... but how? I'm in America while he's in Canada. Yeah currently I'm in Holland, michigan, soon to be in nevada... I don't really know exactly where in Nevada but i do know i'll be starting college soon. i'm already 19 , should've graduated highschool when i was 17 not 19. i guess im writing to you because my 'rents dont know how to understand me either. Big bro why cant i forget about everything? Im not meant to be here... could dimitri possibly still want me back? could i possibly be confused beond the universe? i hope you get this soon.

love,
Leah

She encloses the letter, spritzing her favorite perfume on the paper before putting it into the envelope. the scent of mangos and lillies of the valley engulfed her senses. She heads out to her car after locking her house up. As her beginning of the day stops with and abrupt hault. It was Andrea, her best friend, pounding on her car door. Startled Leah opens it only to see Andrea's eyes cloudy with tears. In her hands she held a piece of white paper. droplets of blood was on it, still in shock Leah lept up and held her friend, knowing exactly what it was, a suicide note from Adrian. he had been talking about his life ending for the past week. but Leah didnt know exactly what to think. she thought that he was just being himself. Leah took the note and in sloppy handwriting it said:

fellow friends,

sorry i am causing ur sorrow. but my life is not to go on. so in the end i'd like to say. forget me and leave me lay.

love,
Adrian