I know its a little late, but im gonna try a new years resolution. and no, its not "eat less chocolate" Im gonna try to be a better person. Kinda general, right? well, heres an example. If someone is annoying me, or something they do is, im going to tell them. Im gonna TRY to wear the D word. you know...dress and most important, im gonna cry. if i have a bad day im gonna go home and CRY! muhahahaha! its very tension building if you never cry. and not only that but if you dont at home it could happen anywhere randomly! and anyway people who cry are stronger than people who dont. SO YEAH. and also, ive realized that guys can be stupid... so if i get a boyfriend again who needs me to tell him exactly what to get for my birthday, i will. HAH! stupid male race TAKE THAT!
oh and then i have this really bad habit. if i get nervous i will talk alot and about very many things in a short space of time and not let whoever is making me nervous talk (barely). so im gonna try to stop doing that. cuz when i do that then i also do other things because im nervous but it looks like im doing it for some other reason, you know? i wonder if that made sense to anyone else or just me...
oh and im so getting over that stupid thing back then where someone told me i wasnt a good singer so i never sang in front of anyone! isnt that stupid? yeah i know right? so whatever! LA la la la la LAAAAAAA!
there are so many things that were sooooo stupid that i used to do. im gonna tear down ALL the walls i put up to everyone! and it is very liberating. MUHAHAHAHAHAHA! and if people dont like then bla! I will go up to them in a dress and sing while im crying! okay maybe not. razz
oh and im also getting over me never blow drying my hair cuz i had a seizure a couple years ago when we were drying my hair. and anyway it can be used to warm u up after getting out of the shower! :} teehee! oh ive had like omg i just realized something. someone read my blog, and my blog had some poems in there.... OMG! AHHHHHHHHHHH! *scream* AHHHHHHH! im totally freaking out! oh im SOO dele oh no i cant delete them! i always regret it later! AHHHHHH! *run around in circles pulling my soft and luxurous hair out* OH CRAP!
Panduh_fox_love · Sun Jan 31, 2010 @ 04:38am · 1 Comments |