Well, here's some news for you guys. Apparently, me and Rei are not together. For the time being, at least. The reason? Well it basically has to do with me being rather clingy and everything with her. I forget that girls don't like that sweatdrop So now I sit here every night thinking about her. The good news, however, is that we're still friends. I will do what I can to try and be with her again. And that simply means just being myself. I mean, let's be real here guys. I waited so long to find a real relationship and just when I found her I lost her already. But inside. . I cannot let her go. I mean I can, I just choose not to. Why, you ask? Because, I love her. It's as simple as that. And if she reads this I want to say the following:
Rei, if you read this, I want to say a few things. I was wrong. Yeah I know you don't like hearing that but hear me out. I was wrong for not giving you the space you need because it's crystal clear that you wanted your space. I did not give you it nor did I give you the full trust that you deserved. I know that now that I should have trusted you a lot better than anything. I also should have not allowed my jealousy to get the better of me. Hell, I knew you loved me and everything and I should not have allowed little things get in the way of that. Unfortunately, I did.
Rei, I'm glad that we are still friends and everything, but it still hurts me inside knowing that you're not 'with me" with me, you know? Even though I still believe you are. Rei I made myself a promise to you saying that I will never let go of your love. And I still hold onto your promise. Rei as I sit here and type this, I think about the good awesome times that we had together. Our first kiss, our romance night, the day we opened up to each other. I cannot help but think about you day and night, night and day. Yeah I'm being dramatic and everything but Rei, all I'm simply asking you is to give me one more chance. I mean, yeah I'll admit it and I still admit it. I was a goof. You are everything to me, Rei. You are my happiness, my love. And I love you so goddamn much that it kills me inside. I may not know if you feel the same way about me or not, but I think in a way, my love is still inside you. I truly want to open up to you more and be with you. And I'm hoping you, too, want the same. You tell me all the time to "man up" or "be a man". Well, Rei, I'm asking you. . let me be that man. Let me be YOUR man. What do you say? Give me one final chance. Let us try and work things out. Don't say they won't because they will. . if we just try.
iKal Enigma Community Member 
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