I know i know, Too many posts in one day! but i just can't seem to stop writing. Can't stop the flow of words from my head to the keyboard. if you're just plan tired of my emo bullshit then stop reading,because I feel like m hearts about to die out on me. Have you ever felt that way? felt like your dying, like your drowning in your own stupid mistakes? Like you might as well lay down because as far as you know, your already dead.
I'm never going to amount to anything, Might as well die. Might as well shoot myself and be done with it, might as ******** well drink down 69 pills and a bottle of vodka. Might as well because i'm tired of this place. of this world.I should kill myself and be done with it, i should have done it long ago, but I'm a failure at this too, and none of my stupid attempts work. I'm ruining everyones lives, i can see that. I'm annoying, I know. i'm a nobody, i know. This need for the physical pain, for something besides this hurt. if i begged on my knees, would you pull the trigger?
I'm scared, scared of dying, scared of living. I'm trapped. If i die, I'll never again see my gf. 'll never again see her smile or laugh. I'll never again see my friends. Death however will be a relief. won't it? to finally just be done with it. just disappear from existence?
I'm insane, i'm going ******** insane. I'm so sorry. I need help. somebody please.
The best people are MAD
Hearts have often bled from words that have gone unsaid
By the time you finished reading this, you’ll realize that you’ve wasted five seconds of your life
 Ritsuka Uchiha 182 · Tue Mar 09, 2010 @ 06:31am · 0 Comments |
