Oh my ******** god! I absolutely HATE being here. i can't stand being at home. The moment i get here, My mom criticizes me and compares me and then she doesn't even bother to listen to what I have to say. Because I'm oh so obviously wrong. My Computer doesn't work right now either so i'm using my mothers with the risk of her catching me and reading what i wrote not that I care much. she deserves the truth. I can't stand it here! I want to be somewhere else anywhere else than this stupid house. I want to be with my gf. I want to go somewhere. I want to be carefree and not worry about tomorrow or anything. Unfortunately These things don't come true. I'm starting to think they'll never come true. That I'll be stuck forever in this whirlwind of emotions and criticism. This is bullshit! god. I actually can't wait for tomorrow, because believe or not. School beats being at home. At least there I have my friends and gf. Even if i have a Huge test that decides my future for me. Even if I have that stupid math class with that stupid sadistic teacher. I rather be there.
It was a good day too.
And now?
yeah, thanks mom. ruin my ******** day. *sigh*
watching kuroshitsuji hoping it takes my mind off things, or calms me down. I'll settle for either one. If you're reading. please Call. I have nothing to do, i'm stressed and I could do with some conversing with people other than my mom.
But then again no one reads this, Aah. At least I won't be disappointed when no one calls. lol
Good day to you. Invisible Audience.
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 Ritsuka Uchiha 182 · Tue Mar 16, 2010 @ 02:51am · 0 Comments |
