I love how we dream of another world where everything can be as you want it and nothing can go against what you want. Well that is not exsctly how my dreams work. I can only control a few things... I want the prince to love me? Well too bad, I can't make him. It all happens like reality. Most of the time my dreams tell the futurein kind of cryptic and sometimes straightforward ways. People don't believe me, but the really do. I just wish they could tell me what I want to know. Don't we all right? I just want to know who to trust, whom I will love forever and who I will end up with in the end. I want to know what will happen tomorrow. I wnt to know when and how I will die... sorta. There are so many things and none of it I can control.... I love him... yet I hate him... He lied to me... But I just can't trust him... I like another guy... Because I can, I'm single... He lives in my neighborhood, we talk, he's funny, we like some of the same music. But I just don't know... He is nice, and he seems like a great guy, but I don't think I want another guy right now... I want to see what happens... I want to taste the single life while I can I guess... Actually... I don't know what the heck I want....