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so far everything is good except one thing
...why is it that i feel an uneasy feeling to my bf, i dont want to control him though he wants to c his ex this monday. they still friends and all and i except that though i just cant tell him how i feel i dont wanna hurt him i would rather get hurt if i tell him he might thing i am trying to tell him what to do and i might lose him and i dont want that i would rather die then to have him go from me... sad i cant think of living without him though i still talk to the one that i use to love and i dont mind if he talks to her i really dont i just dont no why he has to go and c her in person i no he still has feelings for her he has told me that already and he knows i have feeling for the one i use to love to its just hidden and can never get out my bf has my heart right now though it feels empty every time he wants to c her...i just dont trust her at all i just want to scream and beg him to stay though i cant i cant live without him in my life he saved me once and yea if u read this what should i do??????pleaz i need help