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"I'm gonna tall you only once. If you scream then I'm going to make this hurt alot more then it needs to" The dirty blonde headed cousin said.
I didn't answer to what he said, but I was looking at the knife he held in his hands. "I'm sorry! Please don't do this! I didn't mean to!" I couldn't help, but yell.
My cousin slapped me in the face and said, "Shut up! I don't care if you didn't mean to! You're still that worthless piece of s*** you are!"
My cousin lifted his arm and I saw the knife come down in a flash. I pushed myself as far as I could into the wall as I could, to avoid the knife. I felt the cold metal hit my pale skin. I looked at the knife again and saw my cousin cutting over the old scars. I couldn't help, but let tears escape me because it hurt so much, even though I knew it would get me in even more trouble.
My cousin slapped my face again. "Don't cry, it makes it worse for you." He growled. I could only watch as I saw him drag the knife through my skin multiple times, enducing more and more pain each time, over the old scars that spelled the words piece of s***.
Finally my cousin took the knife out of me and laughed at my pain. I fell to my knees when I saw him leave the basement. "Why Ruka? Why are you so mean to me? What did I ever do to you?" I muttered when I was losing consiousness....


Well that's part 1!!!!!