Today was good, and bad.
number one: I woke up this morning with a raging hangover that I didn't have to hide from my mother. Party because she was the one who caused it, and the other part because she was feeling the same way in her room untin two thirty in the afternoon when she decided she would come out from her hiding place. I woke up, hangover and all, at eight thirty this morning. Still hoping I would have another dream like I did a few days ago. It was the best dream I had ever had, party because Matt was in it, other part because it was just amazin and well thought out all the way through.
number two: Texting Chris was okay, I saw him at the park but spent most of my day in the house on Facebook, my newest addiction. Simone came over for a little bit, I feel kind of uncomfortable knowing that im hanging out with my worst enemie's little sister. But Sean probably doesnt evene care. the thing about that is that im not sure if hes going to be going to damonte or not. I hope not. I dont think I could take if our lockers were near eachother again. I think I would either have to cry or kill myself (or someone else) maybe both. Anyways Simone hid behind the couch while i was supposed to be doing my chores. we hung out for like an hour while my grandma was in the other room and had absolutely no idea what was going on and she thought I was dusting with my music on. But I was hanging out with a luittle sixth grader. I think its weird, i have nothing aginst younger kids, i just think that I should be hanging out with people moremy own age maybe its because im just like that or maybe its because i think that ill sound stupid or they embarass me, which they do a little bit sometimes. i met this lesbian chick on the parkbech todya at the park she wa shella cool and he r name was jazzmine she stared at me kinda like Oso does but i guess thats normal for lesbians. iu had nothing against he,r she was there to see her girlfriend and her ex girlfriend which i thought was a little weird. i wouldnt want my lesbian girlfriend going to go see her other lesbian girlfriend. but isnt it supposed to b okey if girls have other girlfriends i mean friends that are girls of course. but i guess the same rules dont apply to leabians?? idk whatevvv i could care less. I think Angelica is mad at me becaus ei dont want to smo,e with her. i keep making excuses and i really dont want to chris seems cool with me not smoking with him. i really wanted to see tyler again today vut i guess ill live without him. haha anyways, I made friends with Dana Jacobsen which was pretty cool we talked for about an hour. which was nice to to get to know someone new. i seem to be getting good at athat hahaaha
Kayluhh ate yo crackerz Community Member 
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