KK well dont take me as a bad person cause im not well at scool or wen im away from home i act like a bad a** excuse my language but im realli not i guess i dont no all my friends and ev one else think so but just listen kk im not a very bad person i just make bad mistakes verrrri bad mistakes and o thout u needed to no that before u read this kk well here it goes........
KK well i was at scool and it was probably the 5th 6th weeks well kk i was with some friends at lunch and a dude i realli liked joseph clift catch it that i said liked and well i new he wasnt a veri good person but i thout he was hot and as stupid as i am thats all i payed attention to.[ Now stop here and listen kk i dont only look fer looks in a guy thats not wut matters to me i look fer a good persanality and a good life and a good attitude well someone who is just a bright nice person kk u catch wut im sayin] well id flirt wit him a bit and he thout i did drugs well ev one at scool thout i did drugs but realli u can tell if someone does drugs i mean i aint got nuthin to say cause i did act like it[kk let me get u caught up kk i acted like a slut and a hore and a hooker and a lil dirty girl who seems like she does drugs and did get written up ALOT and was a bad a** at scool but i promise no i swear to u i dont do drugs im still a virgin and i dont care who nos that oh and wen i wuld tell pplat skewl inculding my friends that i was still a virgin noone believed me i swear they wuld say YA ooook like thats true!!!] soooo i was sitten next to my sweet heart morgan reeves and a realli close friend trent ardoin and some of my otha friends around me it was a round table but kk. wait i left this part out srri before this all happend before lunch joseph clift asked me if i wanted a pill and i said wut and he goes just answer the question i said no wut i dont no and he said ill talk to u at lunch but bring money and i wus like kk man wut ev. so then at lunch wen we were at the table wit ev body that i said he came and sat and waited till ev one but me, trent, morgan and him were the only ones left at the table not in the lunch room. well then he pulled out a pill and showed me and said this is a weed pill i was like ya ooook and he said it wuld make u happi well until it wears off and i said uh ya sure wut ev and he said u got five dollars and i said no i aint got nooooo money wut so eva im borke son and he said fine then give me a chocolate bar cause we were sellin chocolate bars and i had three one fer me and two to sell fer a dollar and it wasnt against the rules cause thats the hole point to sell them so yea well i gave him one and he gave me the two pills in a a small clear square plastic bag and well i said fine wut ev ill take it cause u no wut its like to be pressured and im sure some of yall or most of yall have ben pressured in to doin some stuff bad or good it dont matter. well i asked morgan if he wuld take one wit me and he said ya sure soo i dont no if he took it or not but yes sadly i did and i didnt regret it and sometimes i dont now until i notice how much pain i caused and trust i lost and i got kicked out of skewl. yea i had to go to tha career center hey to me it wasnt bad at all like ya they had some bad kids but i aint talkin bout the kids im talkin bout the skewl i like it it was small and we only had bout 5 6 kids in our class and we got more privliges since we were the best class and the smallest class as in amount the teachers wuld even tell us man i wish i had u next hour or i wish i had u all day or ur the best class i wish all the classes were like yall. well the only downside to the skewl was ...... Officer Dicks and yes kids thats his name well yea he LOVED to taze ppl and wen i said love i mean it even if they werent doin anything some kids were stupid enough to go up to him and ask him if hed taze them. i cant wait till that sucka gets arressted cause a police officer can get arressted fer tazin to much and esspecially fer no reason. well i spent i think at least almost two 6th weeks there. well i neva wanted to come home man i wanted to go somewere else run away or somethin cause i brout a hole lot of hell up in this house man. i got ev thing and i mean ev thing takin away i already had my fone takin away but then my parents said dont even think bout askin dont even look at dont touch it yew dont have anything to do with that fone now exclaim i was cryin till my eyes were as dry as the sun . well i wuld cry myself to sleep ev night most nights i wuldnt even go to sleep oh and piizzz dont hate me fer this yall piizzz dont but im emo and bysexual and bypolar and my parents found out bout it all and forced me to go to the cyco instatute or hospital or wut ev it was but i havent cut in the longest time and probably cause i get checked ev month but u guys dont take me the wrong way im a veri good person and if u r reall friends to ppl and im hopin yall wuld be real friends wit me yall wuld look past that and at who i realli am!!! emo i can be a veri good friend and i am a veri good person just as long as if ppl and yall wuld treat me that way and i hopin i will get a chance to proove to yall that im not a bad peron if yall wuld add me as a friend piizz anyone i dont care but im lonely i havnt talked to anyone in like fer ev i mean iv talked to ppl but wut i mean is i havent talked to friends in like fer ev and i havnt had friends talk to me in like fer ever sooo piizzz give me a chance oh and i did go back to skewl in the last 6th weeks and i still had my friends but alot of them changed or maybe i changed but i am gettin my things back slowly like i have my DS now and my radio and im gettin house fone privliges again but i cant talk to bois well i neva culd but i did it anyway and still do but come on grls who doesnt i mean some of yall might be les or by like me im by but still yall no wut im talkin bout i got some of my cd's back and i god my speekers back fer my mp3 player and im gettin the tiniest bit of freedom i get to ride my bike again and go see my friends down the street her names kennede well i dont no how to spell her name hehe oops redface sweatdrop hehe and i got to go ova to my friend dani's hows she a beast she like probably one of the closest friends i have she goes to my church soooo thats how i no her smile . kk im srri this is soooooooo long so im done and thnx fer listenin i mean readin my journal and piizzz can yall post somethin piizzz sweatdrop oh and if yall dont mind become a friend of me and send me ur email address if u have one ohhhhh piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzz i need ppl to talk to and the reason y i want yalls email address is cause wen ev im on here noone else is so i thout maybe if yall make me a friend we culd email each otha mine is AcostaAlexis34@gmail.com PIIIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZ AND THNX i wuld REALLI APPRICIATE it REALLI biggrin well LUVS YA peace
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