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The missing part in my life
I wrote some things and i figured i would share them with who ever wants to look at them plz comment if you would like......

Everytime I would wake up I would be sad, I never knew why, then one day I finally figured it out, It was you, you were the reason, you were the thing that made me happy, just seeing you made me happy,before we started becoming closer to eachother I was unhappy, I never want anything to happen between us, you are my life, you mean everything to me.

I sit here in my room thinking about you all day, wondering what you are doing, wondering if you are thinking about me, you say you love me and i'm sure you do but it's more like puppy love then love, love is the strongest of them all, I so do love you and you so do love me, but the question is " How long will this last? " No one never knows who the perfect match is for them, you find someone then something goes wrong, they could be abusing you or they could be just plain discusting, then you are just sitting here waiting forever to meet the right one, then one day you go out hoping to find someone that is just right, someone that has basically the same personallity as you, then you meet that someone thinking they are the one, then you think you fell in love, but the only problem about falling in love is that most likely they will hurt you to, So you never know who is the one or who is nice, you never know how old someone really is, you never know what their real name is, anyone can tell any lie, but you never know things can change in life.

You break my heart then want me back,I don't know what to do, Should i say yes or should i say no? I have been told to move on and to forget all about you, People say i should move on but what if i dont want to? You come to me and tell me that you're in love with someone else, but yet you tell me that im the love of your life and yet you still kiss me, So wich is it? Am i the love of your life? Is this just all one big joke to you? Should i forget about you? Should i move on? See what you have done to me!?!?!? I just dont know what to do!! I don't know if i should listen to my friends or if i should listen to you, You mess with me and think it's funny, Well do you see me laughing??? I don't, This isn't something to joke about, this is something to think about, You might know i love you but the question is " Do you love me? " You might say you do but how do i know oyu really mean it? How do i know you're not just saying it to make me feal better? I want to fix things and make them right but yet i want to be yours again.


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