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Hello me...Today, I woke up at cused 6:28!! Last night it was 5:28!! I don't like that...I should sleep in on the weekends, not wake up at the earliest time in the world!! gonk
Man....I'm sick of school...sick of home...sick of band...sick of everyone getting everything better than mine...sick of the same old daily routine...I want to just get up and walk out of this life and into a new one. I wanna wake up, get out of bed, and look down at my private beach from the third story of my mansion!! The worst of it is, I'll never be that successful in life, and man did my mom tell me that!! She made sure I had it etched in my mind that I probably will never be famous, never be rich, and most likely get married and have kids. I DON'T WANT STINKY, BRATTY, DIRTY KIDS!!!! Children are annoying. stressed
Well, I've gotta go now, I feel my dad may come over here and read this... evil

Okay, I'm back...now I wish to complain about the stupidest song in the world; Orange bowl. We play that song so long, I fear my lips just may fall off; I mean come on!! I'm good at the trumpet, but not that good!!!!!!!
Oh, great, and now my stupid sister has just "graced" me with her presence. She always wants me to give up the computer, the second I get on it so she can play. When I don't get off it, she sits there, right behind me, playing with our pets, or making some annoying noise that drives me away from the computer. I can only take a small amount of noise before I literally want to cry and go insane. I guess I just have little tolerance for noise. rofl
Wow, I sure do complain a lot...but what good can I talk about?Hmmm... Well, I guess I'm just not in a good mood today...Probably because of the stupid Sadie Hawkins dance yesterday. My date kept dancing with other people too much and didn't even seem to care that I was this person's date.
Well, I should go now before I die of back pains; my back hurts a lot, especially when I'm sitting at the computer. scream

Aaaah, I'm back, and I feel refreshed. I just took a shower. 4laugh
Alright, It's time for some philosophy: Man cannot live without something to look forward to, or just something to do everyday. I find that to be very true. See, when one is sitting there, with nothing to do, then they tend to think about all that has happened during the day and what not. While they think about it, they can tend to change it into something it's not, or blow something way out of proportion. For Example: Jimmy and Billy are best friends. Jimmy is very busy with music lessons and sports all day, while Billy does nothing but sit at home. So they get in an argument about which of them has a better reputation in school. Jimmy then has to go to all his lessons and forgets the whole thing, and forgives Billy. Billy sits at home and thinks and thinks about it. Billy gets more and more mad at Jimmy the more he thinks about it. He begins to think that Jimmy thinks his all that, when thats not true. Their friendship will probably begin to fade and stuff. Theres some food for thought.
My toe hurts sweatdrop
Heehee, my sister is kicking a ball at the wall right now, and making a squeak that usually annoys me. It's not though. Right now I don't care, because I can tell she's just trying to make me mad. The reason I'm not getting mad, is because she just got grounded from the computer. blaugh In your face, brat.
Well, I'm gonna go yet again. biggrin See you around.
I'm back!! Mmmmmm, just got back from dinner. It was pretty good!! I had a cheeseburger and some really gross, fat fries, and some cheese sticks and a piece of yummy cheesecake!! Wow, was I ever hungry. It's probably because I'd only had one bowl of gross healthy cereal, that I didn't even finish. Oh dear, that makes me think of Orange Bowl...Man I swear that darn song has scared me for life!!
Well, I was thinking, and this is my view on band members: The flute players are generally the cute but dumb blonds, the saxaphone players are kinda layed back and sly, the clarinetists...now this one was hard to decide on, but I think they're the shy, kinda darker ones (still not sure about that though) the trumpet players are kinda arrogant and/or sorta dumb and goofy (I'm really sure on that one, because I am one), the trombone players are the kinda big guys, but I don't know anything else about them, because there aren't enough of them in our band (the only two that are, are like total opposites of eachother), and the tuba players are generally really big people (but we don't have enough of those to decide on anythig either)...But I'm not sure if that really applies to all bands, so don't get mad if you disagree; this is mostly just how our band is. And really, this doesn't apply to all our band members, because once we had a guy flute player that was gay and did a duet with a girl to cover it up, and there is also a cheerleader that plays the clarinet. But this is just how the vast majority of our band is. 3nodding
Hmm, I wonder, what is this? domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun
Well see you around! biggrin

Guess what? I'm back!! Man I love this journal thing!! I like to write in this, cuz it's fun, and it keeps me from talking to myself. sweatdrop I have a bad habit of talking to myself...It scares me sometimes, because most of the time, I don't even realize I'm talking to myself. It's really weird, but fun. I guess it's because I'm not talked to enough. Sometimes I get so desperate to talk, I'll got talk to my mom, and let me tell you, she is a very annoying person to talk to. I guess thats why I talk to myself; I'm desperate for someone to talk to. sad
You know what? Sometimes pet food smells good. I've never actually tried it, except this one time when I was like 5, I ate a dog biscut, and it tasted like a saltine cracker. sweatdrop It actually was good... sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop But that was 10 years ago. The canned kind smells especially good...It would probably make me sick if I ate some...hmmm, maybe if I eat some of our dog's and cat's food, I'll be too sick to go to school tomorrow. Hmmmm... twisted
Heehee, I love the show Cowboy Bebop!!!!!! heart blaugh biggrin cool xd
Uhg, I hate that stupid kissy noise people make (especially my stupid sister) when they kiss their pets. I also hate any kissy noise. That noise is just gross I guess... plus, it brings back bad memories. Man do I hate bad memories, and good ones, because the good ones make me wish for that day to come back. I got really depressed once back in like 4th grade because I spent too much of my time remembering things. I was really sad; though I didn't tell anyone, and I didn't act sad around anyone. I didn't want anyone to know I guess, because people kinda know me as being a pretty happy and down to earth sort of person. HEY!! exclaim exclaim That could be why I talk so much, to keep my mind off of things that make me sad. I have heard that talking is good for you, especially when you feel bad. I know how it feels to really want to talk, but theres no one to talk to, so if anyone wants to talk to me, I welcome all!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
Does anyone's cat make a weird noise when it runs away, or jumps? My cat makes the craziest noise when it does that stuff...it's weird...
Fishing...I hate it!! It's really addicting, but hard!! It's probably just me, though, because I'm not good at games like that. But still, I practically have an ulsur every time I go fishing!! Man, and the only thing I ever catch is guppies and garbage! I must be cursed or something...lol sweatdrop
I noticed that gay guy's only fishing room...funny funny. I'm not gay, but I did go in there once, but only for like two seconds... lol. They didn't seem gay in there, because there were mostly girls. neutral Strange... sweatdrop
I don't see where anyone would use the Prirate face and the Mr.green face... mrgreen pirate
Well, I'm outta here, see you space cowboy. wink