The lights drove me crazy.
I couldn't stop. I simply couldn't.
The sounds, the lights and the people crowding around me.
It was so addicting.
The thought of how my children were doing didn't even cross my mind at the moment.
I was pretty sure they called but I had no time to answer.
I had to keep pressing the button.
I need to bring the amount higher.
Deep down, I thought this would make things better.
I'd buy a new house.
I'd buy my children new toys, clothes, and other things they needed.
They would love me. Even more then they do now.
The thrill;
Thinking about it now, it drove me crazy.
I gotten my cheque. Instead of buying grocieries, I went straight there.
I was almost to two thousand.
Then I lost it all.
All of it.
I sat there in disbelief. It was gone... All my money.
Gone...
I had forgotten... To keep it just a game.
Now I have nothing.
Nothing...
Remember keep it a game.
I couldn't stop. I simply couldn't.
The sounds, the lights and the people crowding around me.
It was so addicting.
The thought of how my children were doing didn't even cross my mind at the moment.
I was pretty sure they called but I had no time to answer.
I had to keep pressing the button.
I need to bring the amount higher.
Deep down, I thought this would make things better.
I'd buy a new house.
I'd buy my children new toys, clothes, and other things they needed.
They would love me. Even more then they do now.
The thrill;
Thinking about it now, it drove me crazy.
I gotten my cheque. Instead of buying grocieries, I went straight there.
I was almost to two thousand.
Then I lost it all.
All of it.
I sat there in disbelief. It was gone... All my money.
Gone...
I had forgotten... To keep it just a game.
Now I have nothing.
Nothing...
Remember keep it a game.
