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well im a girl that was born in a very small town in georgia but me and my mom were forced to move to jasksonville florida.i never had only 2 friends but i moved like every few mouths soo they never stayed. i was always lonly cuz my mom worked at night and slept in the day.i had a sister then but she lived in georgia with my old step dad.i was always an outsider and a goodytwo shoes till i went into 3rd grade. then i meet austin. i was every young but i fell in love with him and he asked me to be his grl friend and everything was perfect till i moved.we went out for 3 years and broke up twice the first time i held back my tears crying and never let them out witch resulted in me cutting starting myself.but that was in 5th grade the first time but the a few moths later i still hadnt recovered but he called and asked to be my boy friend and he stole my heart...so it seemed.then in 6th he broke up with me and to this day ive never fully recoverd.then shortly after my mom went to see my sister and she got put in jail.it was a hard time but to be honest it was acually fun without her. it my seem cruel but u havent meet my mom.then i found swim team and my life got alittle better it got my mind on earth instead of in the sky.now i cnt live a year with out going to that swim team!but im also bipoler soo some times im an anger b***h or im an socably teen(but usually not)..now that uve half the story i can tell u about my every day life