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* 09102010 *
I have no way of expressing my feelings in this house called "home" .
Everyday theres always another problem to start with this family of mine .
Im not the type cuss anyone out or even hit someone or something !
Im a nice girl , always have been always will be . I have friends who think i live the most wonderful life in the world and they want to be just like me . But they dont EVEN know what i go through , nigt and day ,day and night . ugghhh i just wish i knew someone i could always talk to . I may have so many friends but non of them would understand anything , not my emotions not even listen to what im sayin . No Joke ! Look at mee a really nice girl with friends who are the worst to me .
Quesions i always ask myself. . .
"Why do i always have to be so nice ?"
"I know i do this because i care , but no one gets me ."
Its hard to live a life like mine . I bet you wouldnt Believe me just reading this .
Ill give you all a heads up -
my dad is a ******** lazy a** drunk who doesnt do s**t but give m money .
my mom is a good mom but is to much for me to handle , especially when she causes a lot of problems with me .
mysister ? my real blood realted sister ? dont even get me started on her .
one0 she a b***h no joke about it . i get something ? she has to get one JUST LIKE IT ! she irritates me soo much its not even funny . just today she used my laptop and wasted all the battery , she sooo stupid she didnt even think about charging it before i got home from school . She a WHORE , she may have a boyfriends but she isnt fooling anyone , she wears the tightest clothes in the world . thats why when she grow up she gonna end up on the treets asking to trade money for sex . tats her ******** future . no one lies her anymore . she lost all her friends tbecause she went to hang out with the wrong crowd . Thats what she gets for "thinking" she hot and awsome and can get guys when she cant even stop pulling her fuking hair enough for it to actually grow back ! yes this means she BALD ! yes everyone my sister is 13 and BALD !

See what hell i put up with . no one understands .