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Dear Boy,
I do not know who you are,or when we will meet,but I do hope it is soon.
I pray that when we meet and fall in love,you will love me for me,and not for anyone who is prettier or girlier.I hope you do not compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles.I hope that you will make me laugh,take care of me when I'm sick and be trustworthy.I hope you will remember that I prefer video games to flowers,and that I love sweets.Please know my eyes aren't hazel,they're brown,dark brown.Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first,but please don't be afraid to kiss me.I wont slap you or push you away.I'm sure your kisses will be perfect.When we go on a date,please dont stress where to take me;whats important is that I'm with you.If I cry,please know it isn't because of you,just hold me close,and Ill heal quickly.And,if it is because of you,I heal just the same.And if we decide to break up,please understand that I may be bitter,but I'd like to be your friend if you'll let me.I promise to remember you have feelings too even though you'll never be admit it,and when you're ready we'll have a friendship.Please tell me if anything I do bothers you,or if something just doesn't sit right.I would like you to always be honest with me.If I have a bad day,I hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.
I hope you dont think that I'm asking too much of you.I hope you understand I'm a bit nervous and very scared.I wish I could tell you how or when we'll meet,and if we will be in love forever.Every relationship is a new game of cards,and..*sigh*...I've never been good at cards.But I will always try my best to be kind and loving you clearly for all that you are,without expecting too much from you.Thanks for listening,and by the way my name is London...

Yours Always,
London