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Things are going pretty good with Aaron so far. He’s still very physical, but I kind of like it now, once I’ve gotten use to it. He wants to kiss all the time, which is nice because I’ve never had a relationship like that. I’ve just kind of been going with the flow and giving in to what my body wants, and I’m enjoying the freedom. Today we went to lunch, and then met up in the library after he got out of class to do homework together. Well, we were kissing, of course, and then he stuck his tongue in my mouth. I thought he just wanted to sneak in a quick French kiss, but it turned into a full-on make out session. I never thought I’d actually make out with someone in public, but once it got started I couldn’t stop. In my defense though, it wasn’t super crowded, though there was someone sitting right beside me. It got pretty heavy too, to the point where he was pulling me to him and grabbing my boob. I was trying to download some stuff for class on my laptop, but the wireless signal was weak, so it was taking forever. We then moved to a stationary computer so I could download the stuff. Well, the computers are in their own little cubicle, so it was a little less open. Aaron was saving the stuff on his flash drive for me, so we both had to squeeze in this little cubicle. I had to sit on his lap, which didn’t calm us down any. We started making out again, and this time he actually shoved his hand down my pants, and we continued to make out until I had to go to class. You have to admit though, we have some epic make out sessions. First in during The Human Centipede, and then in a library. Epic is the only word I can think of to describe it. I’m really getting into being a slave to my body, but I still can’t help but be disappointed. I want to get to know him, and I feel like we’re heading in a direction where we’re just going to make out all the time. I mean, I like making out with him, but I don’t want to miss out on getting to know him in case he’s someone I would really like. I don’t know. Things can just never be simple for me. I want to get to know him, but yet I don’t think I would be able to stop the heavy physical stuff now, and I’m not sure if I’d want to. But on the other hand, I can’t just be content with only the physical stuff, I want to get to know him. I guess I’ll just have to see if we can develop any kind of deep relationship at the same time as the physical part. We’re hanging out tomorrow, and I’m looking forward to it, so we’ll have to see what happens and how it goes.
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