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There must be something more than just playing video games day in and day out... and doing other people's dishes.. and laundry.. and other miscellaneous, constant housework...

There's more to life than this... I need to go out and find some of it again...

I have found a few little pieces here and there, and that's thanks to my friends smile I need a fun life again... A life I can look at and at least be mildly proud of...

I want to stand on my own two feet again.. I don't want to be taken care of... I want to take care of things myself...

Taking those steps is hard, and scary... But I did it once before, so honestly, really, there is nothing holding me back from doing that now.

"You don't have to try.. So you don't have to fail..." ..Truer words never spoken in regards to my life. But, I have to start trying... Otherwise, all I'll ever do is fail. =/

Thanks bro! You don't know it, but you've helped me, in a way, come to this realization. =] Can't thank you and Yeli enough. heart You guys are the best!