I have been very hateful and obnoxious today. I have taken it out on a lot of people. They have done nothing to deserve it. I have so many things on my mind. I am selfish, but I wish so much that I had someone. I feel so lonely. I have people that care about me, people that try to help me but I just push them away. Like I have done for so long, but I get angry if they don't show me attention. Am I crazy. That is how I feel sometimes. I just wish I could balance out, but like I have told them before, it is so much easier to be hateful and mean instead of dealing with the pain, but it will never end until I do deal with the pain. heart peace to all
 Rainbowflower · Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 10:07pm · 0 Comments |
