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wahmbulance I'VE HADE IT I CANT STAND IT ANY MORE!! I DONT WANT TO DATE GUYS ANY MORE! I CANT STAND HAVEING MY HEART BROKEN ANY MORE! I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF I GET HURT AGAIN. I TRY AS HARD AS I CAN NOT 2 HURT MYSELF BUT ITS GETTING SO HARD! I CAN HOLD ON ANYMORE IF I START 2 DATE! BUT THEN AGAIN NO ONE ON THIS EARTH CAN HURT ME THE WAY "HE" DID. I AM STILL SO HURT AND IN SO MUCH PAIN. i cant stop my heart from feeling these things. i want to end everything but i dont want to hurt the people around me. if only i was never borm or if i never went to my school. maybe one day i wont be in all this pain.