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Well im back again in the old journal and it been awhile and i know that im not a talker on the forums or on the roleplay well im not just a normal person i have alot of problems in my life that concerneds my mother and well i have been keeping it inside for a long time and well it has been eating me up inside and i dont like it at all and for some reason the only way to speak my mine out is by talking to my father and some times my friends can sence alot of things going on in my life and the ones that care about me alot even the one that loves me. i Dont want to hurt the one around me or hurt my love one i want to well then let me teel you about my life so far and this might take me a long time and i mean it along time so what the hell


well i was born on July 27 1988 at 3:30 am in the morning and when i came out i was not breathing normaly i was chocking on my umblea core i was blue as i came out so they cut it and i was breathing again so my father got to hold me for a fever minutes then my mother for a fewer seconds then they took me to the nursey where i was then treated in a resperater for not breath as i came out to the world that know i live in and i was there for a long time and then i was brought home with my mother and father where we lived in a nioce home on 65 insker blvid in winnipeg manitoba and i was about 4 mouths old then on july 27 1989 i was one years old my whole family was there and some friends where there too my mom's mom and dad (grandma and grandpa) and my uncles and aunts were all there and my fathers dad and mom my background are ukrainan english irsh polish sotchish and my two cousins were there one girl and a boy my cousin kirsten and jesse jesse was about a mouth old and kristen was about 3 years old and i was the second smotycki to be born in my family blood line and im the 4 generation of the male side of the family and i was pround of that my dad think so too then when i was about 3 years old my brother was born into the world and he was cute but did he ever cryed alot when he was a baby well i know he was a baby back then well then when i was 5 years old i burned my right amr and i was ruch to the hospital and i got a cast on it and i was not happy but hey i got a scar there know even today and this is not a shred of a lie this is all true so then when i was 6 i went to kingdergarden and i bite a kid on the finger nail and left some marks on it and he was not happy and i was on a time out man that was long ago then at the age of 7 i went to duffren school where i was in a specail ed class and yes it was called the rubber room i know for the 100 time already so anyways then i got kiss on the check by this girl that like me alot but i do not know what happen to her i hope she is ok well then i was gruadrated from those grades then i went to grade one which was a complete blur to me but i will remember it then as i grown up i learned alot more as i grown up.

Well that is a bit and peices of my life i hope i will write more tomorrow or next wekk i dont know i have to see