Tell me if you know this story:
Boy meets girl.
Everyone knows it.
They fall in love, everything's fine and dandy and, just like a movie, it's all happiness and roses in the end.
Well, this kid right here is going through that right now. I'm in love.
We spent the better part of the evening on cam, I saw everything, just as he had seen everything of me the night prior.
His laugh, his smile, his figure... Everything about him is so... Beautiful, in a fashion.
He has this old fashioned sweetness, expertly mixed with this newage smartassery.
I don't think he knows how much he means to me. I wish I could tell him, but everytime I think about it, my stomach goes in knots.
It's like I can't speak and all I can do is giggle at what he says, chuck in a comment here and there and just listen.
Absorbing every fibre of the seconds we spend together, praying, waiting and longing for the moment where I reach forward and my hand connects with a sentient being. Not just a flat, plasma filled screen.
And he makes me feel... Perfect. Like I don't have to change a thing about myself, at all. Like everything's the best about me and like... No one tops me. A lot of people say that that's all what people are supposed to do to one another when they're together, but this is more to me.
"You're all I ever talk about to my roomie." - I swear to God, my heart just about leapt out my mouth at that one.
"Goodnight, sweetheart."
"I love you bunches."
"She's my Dairy Queen, d00d. I think I'm gonna ask her to marry me."
"I just can't see myself with any other d00d, d00dz. She's my Dairy Queen."
Ahh, and when he sings, I swear, I lose my head everytime.
I'm not going to delve into the dirty depths of things, because I don't really want this entry to get deleted 'n' stuff.
I can't go any further into this, or my seriously soft side will show. God forbid.
Who knows what the future holds, we may split, we may not. We may spend the rest of our lives together, we may despise one another in the months to come. It's all so confusing and I wish I knew where the future led because, right now, right here, I want to spend the rest of my life with that man. I really do.
Boy meets girl.
Everyone knows it.
They fall in love, everything's fine and dandy and, just like a movie, it's all happiness and roses in the end.
Well, this kid right here is going through that right now. I'm in love.
We spent the better part of the evening on cam, I saw everything, just as he had seen everything of me the night prior.
His laugh, his smile, his figure... Everything about him is so... Beautiful, in a fashion.
He has this old fashioned sweetness, expertly mixed with this newage smartassery.
I don't think he knows how much he means to me. I wish I could tell him, but everytime I think about it, my stomach goes in knots.
It's like I can't speak and all I can do is giggle at what he says, chuck in a comment here and there and just listen.
Absorbing every fibre of the seconds we spend together, praying, waiting and longing for the moment where I reach forward and my hand connects with a sentient being. Not just a flat, plasma filled screen.
And he makes me feel... Perfect. Like I don't have to change a thing about myself, at all. Like everything's the best about me and like... No one tops me. A lot of people say that that's all what people are supposed to do to one another when they're together, but this is more to me.
"You're all I ever talk about to my roomie." - I swear to God, my heart just about leapt out my mouth at that one.
"Goodnight, sweetheart."
"I love you bunches."
"She's my Dairy Queen, d00d. I think I'm gonna ask her to marry me."
"I just can't see myself with any other d00d, d00dz. She's my Dairy Queen."
Ahh, and when he sings, I swear, I lose my head everytime.
I'm not going to delve into the dirty depths of things, because I don't really want this entry to get deleted 'n' stuff.
I can't go any further into this, or my seriously soft side will show. God forbid.
Who knows what the future holds, we may split, we may not. We may spend the rest of our lives together, we may despise one another in the months to come. It's all so confusing and I wish I knew where the future led because, right now, right here, I want to spend the rest of my life with that man. I really do.
