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For thoes of you have been following my Journal... I bet no one reads it... That so called "Boyfriend" I talked about cheated on me while I was with him then again after i moved and he cheated on me with my friend (Not her falt, she told me she was seeing him and asked if it was okay... I told her him and I were still going out, she cried oh then he cheated on her too He was only using us for his sexual "needs" in other words I was a toy to him and he never really cared) I can't believe I was "in love" with him! ew ew ew ew!
On a better note I'm now with someone who loves me for real now. Im sure he does... Its almost been 8 months and and I'm still falling in love with him every day I see him. When walks me home and I go into my house I'll get a text "I miss you babe" and then he'll call my cell just to say "Good night" and "i love you" he feels bad if I point out something I like / want and he dsoes not have the money to buy it for me. He holds me when Im scared or when I need to cry he'll walk me any where if I ask him to. He feels bad when I make him food or when I do something he wants to do, because he feels he's not worth it. He walks me to class and is proud to say Im his girl, even though so many people tell him Im not pretty enough to be with him, but he doesn't care what they think because he loves me and to him no one is more beautiful. Im blushing even now as a write this... My cousin says "If you really love some one the butterflys never go away" and even after 8 months i still blush when he says "I love you" and i get major butterflus when he looks into my eyes and holds me.
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