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I cried again over Erika last night; It wasn't a long cry, I got distracted by mario.
Even though it was an online relationship..She kept saying she would come see me but at the time it was winter..I didn't like her driving in the snow. I cared about her and she just acted like it was a joke. I don't even know if she's still a ******** live.
She was a little odd. People told me to break up with her when we were together. I thought she was perfect. I thought i was going to loose her a few times but she stood there with me. I probably did something..she said she likes drama..a little odd.. she was interesting. Hope she's okay.
She never loved me anyway. she even said so..and can you believe that one of y friends had the same thing happen to him? Only she cheated on him..I dont know if she did or not..either way..it was just online relationship.....just online.. even though she wasn't even that far. I dont remember were she was at. everything is slipping away. Why is everything reminding me of you. Randomly too. Ever since i found out i had a gift..WHO BTW..IM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO YOU ARE..you probably changed ur user name or osmething..but it was something luna..it was either Ashley..Erika..or someone else..idk. it was like a while ago. and i just opened the damn gift..and what sucks more..it was a card thing..that you pick a card and pick somethign and it gives you your fortune and an item..I got a lion of strength...kind of cool.