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I think this is the only possible way to let out any kind of emotion now...since you won't talk to me anymore. And since you will probably never see this, I feel like its my only way to talk to you....
You know who you are if you do read this. God, you'd be foolish if you didn't...everyday is a struggle now, and I hate it. But...I'll never allow myself to hate you. Why can't you see what you just did to me. And now I ended up like Jess. And I hate it. I never wanted to end up a thing of the past. Or someone you hate. Now I get to suffer for who knows how long AND be miserable on my 18th birthday thanks to you. I hope you end up realizing how much you miss me. Because I sure as ******** miss you.