I hate how I go threw ******** mood swings now...I hope I can just lash out on this, and not at you...I think whats bothering me most is I can see things more clear now. I feel stupid writing on this any way. I feel like I'll be on it all night...I don't know why I was so difficult...or anything like that. I hope I never get on this thing drunk ._.
I'm entirely mad at myself....everything I say is about myself I feel like. If I just did one little thing differently it would all be different. I guess I'm just mad cause your not talking. I duno. Sometimes I have to let s**t out. I;d rather do it here then at you....and I think thats why I'm pissy? I have no idea....I feel dumb. Sometimes I need to let s**t out....I'm bored out of my mind right now...
I wish I could of given you a hug goodbye =/
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