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I feel like I'm living with an empty hole...I can't breathe. Why did I let it come to this....I know its best for you to go, but I can't deny I want you back so badly and it bothers me because I know I'm ******** up. I know I should want what's best for you...and I do..but...everything just hurts...and I can't help but think you were that one person who understood me. No one will bother with me now and no one ever did. You were the only one..why did I do this to myself..?