THAT was a trip.
How much I felt for Ever is such a weird thing. I sorta remember it all.
Ah, but now the pills take place of feelings.
Praise the Lord.
For an update of when he comes back, Samantha, here you go.
Ever came back to you on your birthday. You did not accept his gifts.
July 18, 2012 he asked for you back. You rejected him. You slightly hated yourself.
Started your Sophomore year in college. 4 years ago exactly your relationship with Ever had started. It messed you up. You went to counseling.
Insomnia came. You struggled hard.
October 2011: You find out Ever's doing cocaine.
February 2012: You are put on Xanax and Peroxetine. You do not abuse them.
You don't know how to feel about your past. It's somewhat gone but somewhat in your future.
You also met Taylor in Speech class. He's flippin things around, isn't he?
Trust in God.
Be patient.
Don't suffer too much if he doesn't want a relationship. You're not ready for one anyway.
Encourage others. Give yourself away.
At this very moment, you want to talk to Ever.
Talk to Pentagon instead.
Reach out for help.
People love you.
Love yourself.
Love God.
Love the world.
It's okay to love Ever too (from far away and only as a brother in Christ). Keep your distance. He's not safe.
Be careful. Guard your heart.
Blessings, Samantha.
- You
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