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My bet is you stopped looking at this journal...since we talk now and all...I'm still not sure how I'm gonna manage..I love you...but ill never have the guts to say it...cause I know you won't say it back...everytime you go and sleep with someone..its gonna rip me appart..but I could never say that to you....I just want a relationship with you again...but you'll never forgive me...how can I love you so much and still have done all that s**t to you...I don't want anyone else.
Quite frankly, I don't understand myself anymore...and now your probably mad at me...I should just walk away..you'll never want me as anything more than someone to talk to...and I don't know if I can handle you sleeping with others...I just don't know what to ******** do...