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Well obviously by the title, today sucked a**. I mean, really it wasn't too terrible, I was tired, when am I not?, and someone actually commented on it because I had bruises under my eyes, but that wasn't what sucked. What sucked was my snooty, higher than thou fourth hour teacher was a major pain in the a**. First off he was a total snot, and he was a total d**k. He called me to miss a few minutes of lunch to reprimand me and lecture me. And if that wasn't bad enough, I ******** cried. I'm not supposed to be so damn sensitive, I didn't cry in front of him thankfully, but for some damn reason I cried. My eyes still hurt, and I know I'm in for a whopper of a headache later, but seriously it sucked. I hid in the bathroom until I could get myself under control and then I decided to skip lunch so I was walking around the hallways, and I see a friend of mine and all of sudden I'm tearing up again. And I basically start bawling my eyes out, and this other girl walks up, she can be seriously annoying sometimes, but I swear I've never been so grateful to someone. First she didn't try to get me to tell her what happened, I mean she asked, but she didn't push it, and she hugged me. I don't get hugged often, I mean I hug people, but they don't hug me, get it? So that actually made me cry harder for a few minutes, but I got myself pulled together eventually. God I wanted to crawl into a corner and just hide for the rest of the day, and I could have too. My teacher would've been pissed but I had shown up and he already marked attendance, and the fifth hour teacher didn't really give a damn about some of us. A few of us have been up to half an hour late to her class and she was like 'I don't really give a s**t.' So I probably could've found somewhere to hide out the rest of the day, but you know I didn't. Because I sadly don't do that s**t. And my dad would've found out and I would've ended up crying again, because apparently I'm sensitive like that -_- If I could get that part of me, the overly sensitive part, ripped out, then no matter how painful; I would do it. Just so I would stop ******** crying over stupid things like that.





**2015 EDIT**
The girl who I said was a little annoying?
She's one of the nicest girls I have ever met and I would do anything to keep her going in life.
We're not really friends.
But I would do anything to keep the kindness and the selflessness in her alive, because this world needs more people like her.
Infallible kindness and a bright smile? Everyone needs someone with those attributes at least once in their life.