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its getting harder without you.....


I use to dream of meeting you....having the perfect connection...loving each other...starting a life together...

And I hate how hope works. Because hope still tells me its possible. And that I'll meet you again one day. And, you'll get the chance to see who I really am. And fall in love again. I feel like everyone is second to you, and I wanted to be there with you to the very end. I'm sorry it had to end this way...

This will be the last thing I ever write on Gaia. I won't bother you anymore. Chances are you'll never find out I wrote this..and its for the best. I tried but I just couldn't stay away without saying goodbye. I know you hate me...and that's okay. But I can honestly say I don't hate you...and I never will. Sorry I messed up so bad..


But hey, on a better note. When I think of you, the first thing that comes to mind is the memory of throwing popcorn at people the first day I met you xD and ill always have that memory to make me smile. Along with all our great typos and secrets. I wouldn't change them for the world.