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It has happened before, and it happened again.
I liked that feeling but I'm also afraid of it.
Will that person understand me? Will she... really understand me?.....

Will I be given that chance again? ..
But what if it happened again?
I do not wish for it to happen again...
My tears have dried up.. there's no tears to cry...
How do I get rid of this pain?... I want to get rid of it.. but I don't know how..

Now.... I'll try to prevent that feeling again..
I don't want it to hurt me..
I enjoyed being loved... but not when it turns sour and begin to hurt when "Separation" is mentioned...

I will admit.. I love someone... But... she chose someone else..
I don't know what to do... the only thing I can do now....
Is to never forget her... as I move on my life...



As A Loner

It hurts me... I do not want to fall in love easily anymore...
I have became afraid of love and rejection... I don't want to taste it anymore.
If only god can take my life.. then please.. take it away.. I don't want to live with all this pain anymore... Please... set me free

It hurts me... and I don't want it..
Please forgive me...
I've set my piece