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Last night I had a very strange dream. I only remember bits and pieces.

*Somehow I was pregnant and gave birth to a girl. No one knew about it so I tried to keep it a secret. For some odd reason, I left her somewhere on her first night, and in the morning I was freaking out and came back to find her dead. I was devastated.

Then I went back to school. Somehow I had fallen far behind the other students and I had no idea what was going on. Maybe I had been absent due to the pregnancy? Who knows.*

Back to reality: It was a very frightening dream for me. I deeply hope with all my heart that it is not a prophesy or indication of future events. When I have children... if I can have children.... I want them to survive and grow up to be happy and healthy.

But perhaps the dream was conjured by my recent mommyhood... of a kitty cat. Yesterday my significant other and I went to the shelter and adopted a kitty. She's absolutely amazing. I couldn't have asked for a better cat. I actually cried once or twice yesterday because I was so happy. There has been a furry feline void in my heart, and she has filled it. As for my boyfriend and I, we're one step closer to being a family.

It's funny though, she's a black cat, so she's pretty much a master of disguise. We've already had a couple panic attacks because we could not find her ANYWHERE! One time she was in her kitty condo. One time she was hiding behind the shades (it was dark outside). And the other time she had crawled into the shoe organizer that my boyfriend uses as a miniature desk.

I love her!