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I left him a long time ago - I had no choice. If I stayed with him, I would've hurt him, and that was the last thing I wanted to see happen. I don't want everything to end like this... my heart to stop racing. All that's around us anymore is fire and ashes.

I don't want him to turn like ash, just like I will soon.

He told me a long time ago he'd have to leave someday. In the fire and flames, I held onto him with all I had and cried. But I don't think he understood. He stared into my face, like he was searching for something. Am I ever going to understand him?

I did tell him how I felt, eventually. He never quite said anything back to me, he just looked at me blankly. The little emotion he had was gone, but I can't help but wonder if that was what happened to me.

What is this...?
Why is this...


So confusing?

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Alright, tell me what you think in the comments below please...
Based partially off of this song
Here
I do not watch Durarara so the picture may not go together with the story
Though that isn't the overall point.