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What am I to you?
A friend or foe?
Stop confusing me so much...
I am already in enough physical pain then I was before.
You lead me as though I am some kind of dog on a leash.
You want me happy, I smile.
When you want me sad, I do feel sad.
MAKE UP YOUR MIND!
I'm tired of being thrown across the room, hitting every wall.
Bruises and cuts is what I now own.
Shedding tears behind your back is the after pain.
I don't need a hospital...what I really need is a hug...
But not much have notice the burns I have now.
As long as you don't see my pain that is fine with me...I don't want pity anyways.
I may sound very distant or cold...but what can I say...I get that treatment often and already suffered for so long.
What would you like next from me?
To forgive you like I always do...when you have never forgiven me once before...
I am done.
The next thing you know, I will look at you with gray, hollow eyes...
Eyes that won't show emotion that you've ever seen before.
-Snow that flutters down like feathers