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I think school is dump! I hatealmost evferyone in my school. I feel so lost! I feel alone! All my friend hate me and I dont know why! I heard that there mad at me for talking behind her back. (but i dont talk behind her back!!! i only talked behind sweat_heart321's back. And anouther reason is because guidence called me down and asked why i was so strested out and i told them and they made me do peer medition! And now she hates me! i really miss her! she was my best friend and my sister! and i dont know who i am anymore without her! and im tired of feeling this way!i have 4 people pissed off at me! with one of my old fiends which is rach., and i really dont care if she hates me or not beacause im still mad at her from the passed! the other one i never like her anyway so it doesnt make a differnce. But my only best friend is pissed off at me and i hate it ( thats Girly_babe551). my other friend(overlord667) is a guy and hes mad at me! but he talks to me only in math class! and i miss my best friend and i also miss overlord667.I MISS YOU GUYS! and half of the time i just pretend to be happy but i dont even know what happyness is without her! please help me! and if you say" just say sorry and ask them to be your friend agian" i allready did that and they just changed the subject! crying so please help me get my friends back!!! ( and if you dont know me i nver use the word hate but i did only becuase i hatemy life!!!!!!!!